Remind me:

Next holidays that I should disappear. Not keen on pension days or fridays. So busy. Why the fuck does everyone want money? Fuck. STAY AWAY FROM THE BANK, MY HANDS HURT FROM COUNTING. Arharhar. But seriously, I'm just having a bitch. On my way to work and I can't wait because it's "something caramel" for morning tea this week. Like fuckshityes. It's going to be so good. Do you think it's bad that I slink around the safes and slide down the doors. Do you think it's provacative? I hope so. I find it interesting that some people just can't help but look. Yesterday there was a really ugly boy named Josh who asked for my number. I gave him lukes, and I told him my name was Hayley. I just realised that lukes new girlfriends name is Hayley. That one could cause problems. Completely unintentional *shifty eyes*

Contemplating going to TL tonight. Might not though because I don't finish till 6 and it goes from 5-8. Hm, I don't know. I'll see what happens. I want to see OH but. I miss him so much.

DEAR --- -- --- -- --- -- ---
I don't know why your doing this, I care even less. If you think this is affecting me, then you are absolutely correct. Please stop messing with my head. Please stop sending me cute 4 am messages after fucking me over and "breaking my heart". Maybe someday I'll shove a knife through your hand, and your eye. Maybe then you will realise that looking me in the eye, holding my hand, and telling me you love me and and telling me that you will never leave, and then leaving three days later leaving, that's shit you die for.