ALL ABOUT A BOY;

I know he will never read this, so this is why I can let it out.

I have felt something unexplainable since the day I met you. I remember our first kiss, it made me fly. We sat and talked for hours. I had never been happier. You made me feel like nobody else could. You made me smile, a geniune smile. I miss the way we used to be. Seemed so perfect but of course I had to fuck it up. Still, I find myself unable to let go. I was so sure that you were the one, I still am. You are the only boy that has really made me smile since Jake. That is something incredible, to think that in five - six months there was only one, only you. I think my feelings toward you are almost love, almost. I know you have let go of me, and I understand why. I just wish I had another chance. You mean so much more to me than I will ever let you know, still, I hope you know inside yourself. You are something special. I hope you find happiness within someone elses heart, you deserve to be happy at the very least. I adore you. I hope we will always stay as close as we are now. I will always be here, always. I love you zach, forever. This is not an empty promise, this is a vow. This is me letting go of you, I should have long ago. Goodbye. Hello. Friends forever.

Yours sincerely,
Sunshinebriony. <3