Remind me to forget.

I spent the day with my ex boyfriend. He has a girlfriend, though, so don't get the wrong idea. He didn't need to say a word, I knew what he was thinking. I knew what he was feeling. I felt the same. He proceeded to explain how he felt, the thoughts rolling over in my head like waves paramount to the size of a tsunami. He told me he loved me. I believed him, just like I used to. I can't help being jealous of her. She has what is mine... but he is no mine, not anymore. He says he loves me but when it comes down to it, it is her that he is waking up to, not me. Maybe that's how it should be.